The Indicator x The Student: “How I Want To Die”

Published in the Fall 2025 issue of The Indicator, “How I Want To Die” by Aidan Cooper ’26 writes about how asparagus season evolves into a meditation on mystery, ripeness, and time. Accompanied by artwork by Ana Martinez ’29, Cooper conveys the importance of living within the moment.

The Indicator x The Student: “How I Want To Die”
Ana Martinez ’29 contributes digital art of mischievous but charming purple dog for the latest Indicator issue. Art courtesy Ana Martinez ’29.

It’s asparagus season,

posters in Hadley & Northampton

for asparagus soups & sauté,

the annual festival on the 6th, $1.99 a bouquet

at Grady’s to a dollar more from Flayvors

& for the adventurous

there’s asparagus ice cream to taste.

I don’t know how asparagus grows.

I buckle into my mysteries like belts.

Sometimes I’m asked

why I love the rural life, 

& I don’t. I just have a need

to point at earth. Because to say, 

watch yourself, &,

asparagus could happen anywhere

& has always meant to,

is to say, all that’s ever done is a delight

we don’t dare explain. Today

everything’s fuzzy with fruition &

I don’t shave my whiskers. Today,

someone big strokes their asparagus beard

& next season’s strawberries bulge

like puckered lips. Oh, you, the valley

is saying. You’re here to be kissed 

& happy & made of time.

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